"Yes...for a long time our homes had no music that in the past had enriched our lives. I am glad to have it back again." It made him realize how important music became to the family. It brought them together and had helped heal as well. With out music there had been a giant gap that Lucius had refused to acknowledge when things were getting dark.
Hearing her hum the melody held his attention. He managed to give a nod to let her know it was correct.
Good. She would be able to build on that happier memory and use it to gently ease off the pain of the worse ones. "I want you to close your eyes, Lucius," she said softly, building her voice on her own humming's echo. "Close your eyes and imagine the music room in your home, seated at the piano, with your fingers on the keys. Play along with the music."
Lucius tensed at the mention of the mannor. If she had said the summer home, it would have been easy. The minute he closed his eyes and tried to do what Melinda suggested, he found he couldn't.
All he could do was see the Dark Lord standing in the room. His master had purposely picked this room sensing the happier memories that were attached to the room. Other images flashed by and Lucius winced and opened his eyes.
"I'm sorry...I can't." He found that he was trembling and tried to calm himself. He hung his head in shame as he had been so good lately at achieving what Melinda wanted.
"Shh..." This time she reached out, laying her hand over top of his. The croon in her voice changed, trying to ease that shame and pain. None of this would be easy, and they all knew that from the start. "Focus on the music with me. The music is stronger than the darkness. Those memories will remain, but the music will be there instead of the pain. Focus on the music instead." Her fingers tightened, just slightly.
Melinda's hand over his seemed to help steady him. Lucius found himself focusing once more on what Melinda suggested this time a little calmer. He managed to stop shaking, but his heart still pounded. He wanted to try again.
He tried to place his hands like he would at the piano and managed to hum a few bares in before having to stop. More unwanted images flashed accompanied with immense pain, causing Lucius to hunch over at the phantom images. He found himself begging/apologizing to the Dark Lord as if he were there.
This wasn't the first time they had something like this happen in a session, but it still hurt to witness. Melinda acted quickly though, reaching with her hand to touch his cheek before her song intensified. There was the faintest glow in her eyes, the traces of the beginnings of her curse as she truly focused on her power. It had originally been able to completely blank the eyes and mind of men, draw entire ships into the rocks were the Sirens could feast on their bodies. Now, by her generation, she could weave her magic into Lucius' mind to pull his attention firmly away from those memories and onto her instead. A powerful sort of diversion tactic, just quietly repeating the notes of the melody of the song that had better times in Lucius' memory to try to bring him back onto a better mental track.
With Melinda's help, Lucius held onto the music and was eventually able to focus on Melinda and pull away from the old memories. His body still trembled and his breathing ragged. It took a little longer to calm down. The important thing was that he was away from those painful times.
"No more for the night," he quietly requested. He was too ashamed for having not being able to complete what Melinda wanted and had allowed himself to be trapped in those awful memories.
"That was a first step on a difficult journey," Melinda said quietly, her hand remaining. The touch was gentle and could be seen as intimate in a sense, but she had done the same with Narcissa watching their every movement before. It had... not been well received at first. "You did well, despite what I imagine you are feeling."
Slowly she stood, then said quietly, "I can ease your nightmares tonight, if you wish to sleep now, unless you'd prefer to speak with your wife before you sleep."
He gave a slow nod even though he felt he felt he didn't accomplish much. He was beginning to relax more and the trembling had stopped. While the intimate gesture was there, Lucius found it helpful and kept him grounded.
"I would like to talk with my wife first," he softly replied. Then he would take a potion to help him sleep.
"Go on. We'll have another session tomorrow." Melinda gave a small but encouraging smile, leaning back where she was seated. Make never let on how tiring tbe sessions were for her as well. "Sleep well."
She would release the memory of his apologies into her pensive tonight; it was not something she wanted to remember so well.
Lucius placed a hand on Melinda's shoulder as a silent thankyou. He then headed out the room and to his to talk with his wife before settling down.
The following day, Draco was up early and waiting for Jake as promised. He left a note for the Lupins on where he was and when he should be back. He sat on the front steps, waiting.
Jake came not too late after his promised time. He looked a bit dishelved but he had a smile for Draco when he spotted the blond. From the look of it, definitely just getting off work. Still had on his work shirt and everything. He trotted up to Draco on the front steps and his smile only grew.
"Hey." Filled with warmth. "Sorry I'm late - work didn't let me go until after I was supposed to get out." He plucked at his shirt - blue, logo over the heart, a bit messy, definitely not his normal style. Still, he had a backpack over one shoulder.
"Do you think your relatives would care if I borrowed their bathroom to clean up?"
Draco gave a smile, seeing Jake arrive. He didn't care if he was a few minutes late."Don't worry about it."
There was a pause before he answered the next question. He didn't think either of the Lupins would be too thrilled of finding a stranger using their bathroom. Especially since Remus was still recovering and Tonks was not a morning person. He didn't think either would react well.
"Er...they probably wouldn't take it too well. Mostly because they haven't even met you and they are both asleep right now. I don't think it would be a great reaction to introducing you. Which, I need to do." Draco replied in a regretful tone. He couldn't help, but feel like a jerk denying such a simple request. "Probably on the way back they would be up and it would be a better way to introduce you then."
"Oh, yeah, I probably should have thought about that." Jake gave a laugh, rubbing the back of his neck before he gave that typical shrug of his, not too worried. "So used to my weird schedule that sometimes I forget the rest of the world doesn't live by it."
He thought about it quickly, looking up at the sky, before his eyes lit up. "If you don't mind the walk, you could see my place. It's about ten blocks from here or so, which isn't too bad. I can get changed and freshen up some before we- dunno, get breakfast?"
"Sounds like a deal," Draco replied. He didn't mind the long walk. It would give him more of a chance to wake up as well. He only hope they didn't run into any trouble along the way. It was morning so he highly doubted it...but still there was that slight chance.
He let Jake lead the way as he fell into step along side him. He also used the time to figure out how to describe the Lupins. He knew that was going to come up.
"So what are your relatives like? No offense or anything, honestly, but they don't exactly seem the type you've been telling me your parents are like." Given the sort of house the Lupins lived in, after all, plus they took Draco in. Though it was a 'vacation', wasn't it? A summer vacation, or perhaps a 'vacation' away from the chaos?
"How are they related to you? ...Er, if you don't mind me asking?" Jake looked sheepish as he realized that it could be quite a rude question, with how everything was with Draco and his family.
"Yeah, they're quite the opposite from my folks," Draco replied amused. "I suppose some I need to explain a few things, but at the same time you'll see how stubborn my folks can be.
My mother had two sisters. One she remained in contact with the other she didn't. She had married someone that her family didn't approve of and hadn't spoken to her since. She had a daughter who goes by the name of Tonks... Say her actual name she gets mad. That makes Tonks my cousin. We never met till recently. I still have yet to meet her mother--my aunt.
Her husband Remus, is the one who suggested I come and stay here and it took a lot of convincing from Tonks to accept me. She's starting to accept me, but because of what my parents have done and also how my mother treated her mother...it's taking time.
They also have a baby named Teddy who just recently started to crawl."
Draco carefully explained. This was actually the easier part to explain.
So a maternal Aunt and an Uncle-in-Law. That wasn't too rough. Still, he could understand how it mostly came together. "I'm glad they were willing to give you the chance, though, because I'm pretty sure you're doing better here than you were back home." He gave a small, encouraging smile. Though their names... Draco's whole family seemed to favor odd names.
"Huh, Remus... like Romulus and Remus. And he married into the family? Boy, he picked the right one!" Jack grinned a little more. "The family that names their son after a dragon." From the teasing tone, he knew it wasn't after the movie; he remembered it was from the constellation but couldn't help the tease.
"Hey, at least our names are more unique and creative." Draco replied and gave a playful shove with his shoulder. Muggles tended to have such simplistic names.
"I should also point out that my relatives tend to work odd hours depending on when their job needs them. They work for the military and rarely discuss anything connected with it. Best not to bring it up." It wasn't the military, but it was close to it. They put in a lot of work to keep the wizards and muggles safe.
Jake laughed, nodding. "I'll give you that. It's better than people who pick names like, John Jacob the Fifth and stuff like that." The sort of name he'd expect from people like Draco's family, usually, but still! Not a really great thought.
"Promise I won't go bugging them about it." Sounded a bit like they were involved with the sort of work that couldn't be discussed by every day folk and hey, sure, he wasn't about to go prodding into that. Not his business if they're doing that kind of work. "Does it mean you're ending up home alone a lot?"
Draco gave a nod in appreciation. "Right now they've been home, but I'm sure there will be times where neither will be around much. Usually Teddy will go to his grandmothers for those times. But I've also been learning how to help take care of him so they can get things done or have time away."
He couldn't help but smirk at at Jake asking if he would be home alone a lot. If that wasn't a hint to spend more time.
Hey, that wasn't true! He had a whole apartment to drag Draco back to if he wanted... okay yes he'd like to spend more time around Draco, but his thoughts were more in the category of hoping Draco wasn't just there alone half the time!
"I can sympathize with them on the whole odd hours thing. How's it been learning to care for a kid? Always liked them." Jake smiled at the thought, peering over curiously.
It didn't bother Draco if he was alone or not. He was used to it. There were times when his parents had trips and he was often alone in the mannor save the house elves. One by one they had eventually aged too much to do anything and were let go. Including the one that had helped raise him. Soon they were only left with crazy Dobby whom Harry had freed.
"I haven't had a lot of practice taking care of babies. Yesterday was the first time I was left alone with Teddy for a few hours. I think I was lucky he wasn't too fussy." Draco admitted. It was good to note that Jake liked children.
"Sounds like a pretty easy baby," Jake said thoughtfully, turning down a block and heading across the street. "I thought about doing stuff with kids for a while, but... no, not quite what I'm looking for." He looked to Draco and gave a knowing grin. "Did you manage without any accidents with-- Teddy, you said his name was? That's actually the most normal name among you lot."
"So far. I haven't babysat him for a full day to really tell. For the most part he was content playing with his toys. I did have to give him his bottle and change him," Draco replied making a slight face to the statement. "If he's anything like his father trouble is going to find him quickly. He can be a prankster."
"What got you thinking of taking care of a bunch of kids? Im not sure I could do that."
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Hearing her hum the melody held his attention. He managed to give a nod to let her know it was correct.
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All he could do was see the Dark Lord standing in the room. His master had purposely picked this room sensing the happier memories that were attached to the room. Other images flashed by and Lucius winced and opened his eyes.
"I'm sorry...I can't." He found that he was trembling and tried to calm himself. He hung his head in shame as he had been so good lately at achieving what Melinda wanted.
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He tried to place his hands like he would at the piano and managed to hum a few bares in before having to stop. More unwanted images flashed accompanied with immense pain, causing Lucius to hunch over at the phantom images. He found himself begging/apologizing to the Dark Lord as if he were there.
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"No more for the night," he quietly requested. He was too ashamed for having not being able to complete what Melinda wanted and had allowed himself to be trapped in those awful memories.
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Slowly she stood, then said quietly, "I can ease your nightmares tonight, if you wish to sleep now, unless you'd prefer to speak with your wife before you sleep."
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"I would like to talk with my wife first," he softly replied. Then he would take a potion to help him sleep.
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She would release the memory of his apologies into her pensive tonight; it was not something she wanted to remember so well.
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The following day, Draco was up early and waiting for Jake as promised. He left a note for the Lupins on where he was and when he should be back. He sat on the front steps, waiting.
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"Hey." Filled with warmth. "Sorry I'm late - work didn't let me go until after I was supposed to get out." He plucked at his shirt - blue, logo over the heart, a bit messy, definitely not his normal style. Still, he had a backpack over one shoulder.
"Do you think your relatives would care if I borrowed their bathroom to clean up?"
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There was a pause before he answered the next question. He didn't think either of the Lupins would be too thrilled of finding a stranger using their bathroom. Especially since Remus was still recovering and Tonks was not a morning person. He didn't think either would react well.
"Er...they probably wouldn't take it too well. Mostly because they haven't even met you and they are both asleep right now. I don't think it would be a great reaction to introducing you. Which, I need to do." Draco replied in a regretful tone. He couldn't help, but feel like a jerk denying such a simple request. "Probably on the way back they would be up and it would be a better way to introduce you then."
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He thought about it quickly, looking up at the sky, before his eyes lit up. "If you don't mind the walk, you could see my place. It's about ten blocks from here or so, which isn't too bad. I can get changed and freshen up some before we- dunno, get breakfast?"
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He let Jake lead the way as he fell into step along side him. He also used the time to figure out how to describe the Lupins. He knew that was going to come up.
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"How are they related to you? ...Er, if you don't mind me asking?" Jake looked sheepish as he realized that it could be quite a rude question, with how everything was with Draco and his family.
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My mother had two sisters. One she remained in contact with the other she didn't. She had married someone that her family didn't approve of and hadn't spoken to her since. She had a daughter who goes by the name of Tonks... Say her actual name she gets mad. That makes Tonks my cousin. We never met till recently. I still have yet to meet her mother--my aunt.
Her husband Remus, is the one who suggested I come and stay here and it took a lot of convincing from Tonks to accept me. She's starting to accept me, but because of what my parents have done and also how my mother treated her mother...it's taking time.
They also have a baby named Teddy who just recently started to crawl."
Draco carefully explained. This was actually the easier part to explain.
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"Huh, Remus... like Romulus and Remus. And he married into the family? Boy, he picked the right one!" Jack grinned a little more. "The family that names their son after a dragon." From the teasing tone, he knew it wasn't after the movie; he remembered it was from the constellation but couldn't help the tease.
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"I should also point out that my relatives tend to work odd hours depending on when their job needs them. They work for the military and rarely discuss anything connected with it. Best not to bring it up." It wasn't the military, but it was close to it. They put in a lot of work to keep the wizards and muggles safe.
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"Promise I won't go bugging them about it." Sounded a bit like they were involved with the sort of work that couldn't be discussed by every day folk and hey, sure, he wasn't about to go prodding into that. Not his business if they're doing that kind of work. "Does it mean you're ending up home alone a lot?"
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Draco gave a nod in appreciation. "Right now they've been home, but I'm sure there will be times where neither will be around much. Usually Teddy will go to his grandmothers for those times. But I've also been learning how to help take care of him so they can get things done or have time away."
He couldn't help but smirk at at Jake asking if he would be home alone a lot. If that wasn't a hint to spend more time.
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"I can sympathize with them on the whole odd hours thing. How's it been learning to care for a kid? Always liked them." Jake smiled at the thought, peering over curiously.
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"I haven't had a lot of practice taking care of babies. Yesterday was the first time I was left alone with Teddy for a few hours. I think I was lucky he wasn't too fussy." Draco admitted. It was good to note that Jake liked children.
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"What got you thinking of taking care of a bunch of kids? Im not sure I could do that."
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